If you know me you probably know that I hate pretty much all holidays lol but that doesnt mean u should lol im just weird that way. I've already had my dinner..early lunch really..but eating isnt the point of this holiday, of course theres always a catch right? Really guys, what are you most thankful for today? and not just those 'sunday school answers' "friends family my dog blah blah" unless u really are thankful for those things- then thats great! but really, get down to the deepest part in your heart and just really think about how lucky and thankful you are. If you have food water clothes and a roof over your head right now you are considered rich among many in the world, if youve got God walking with you and all then then your a blessed millionaire. But I was thinking today and realized what Im most thankful for, being alive in general of course, but Im thankful for people, I mean really, have you ever actually thought about those heaven sent people who were there for you when you seriously needed them? or just how amazing it is that this certain person entered your life and just changed everything for the good? thats what i'm thinking about today, how lucky I am to not be alone. Even when I think I am and I feel like no one cares, I've got God on my side and my amazing heaven-snet boyfriend. Seriously, whom knew that my life could change so so much just from one person? it just took one person to get me on the right track again, I compltley changed because of one person. Its so strange to think about. So today- when your miserable that your stuffed from turkey- be thankful you had any at all, and that you had more then you needed, instead of never enough. Think about what really matters. God bless everybody!
Yes its true, friday night (yesterday- prolly be in paper, look for the blue pt cruiser with white strips) I was in a seven car pile up, bridge was icy, two cars ahead of us were stopped, we missed them but were hit once in the rear- car spun- then was hit twice more on my side. Car is totaled- three doors are off and my window (behind the driver) is busted out now. Me my mom and sister managed to get away relativley unharmed- exception of whiplash and glass in my hands and being very bruised and sore, accident happend at seven something, didnt get home till late either.We were ppinned in by other cars and all doors were banged shut and would not open- even had to use the jaws of life on my sisters door and bust my window out to get us out of the car. Other cars around us were smoking but thankfully did not catch fire.I just wanted to let everyone know I was ok- and to ask for a serious prayer! - there was this boy from elkton high named kenny (friends with jon a) who got out of his car to help everyone involved- he was thenn hit by a car and got a compound fracture in his leg, bones are sticking out and a great deal of blood and muscle were lost- this brave guy tried to save someone and got hurt in the process- I ask for him to be in your prayers as he will be in mine and many others! He was taken to christiana last night, but last I heard he should be able to keep his leg, as I am hoping for. This experience made me realize how short life is, and how much I appreciate behing alive. I really thought I was going to die when I saw the cars coming at us, it was just one after another, but always in slow motion. It sitll does not feel like this happened- but I thank God I am alive and safe as is my mom and sister- I am unaware of anyone else being hurt but please keep them in your prayers as well.
thank you to the ones who have been supporting us with prayers, as well as kenny and the other families-
Reality Lies Within oneself, It is based on how you see yourself, and how others see you. For there is many beings with your name: the person your parents see, whom your lover sees, all of these are aspects of yourself- Reality is influenced by what you feel, what your comfortable with knowing, with realizing, with feeling. Being abandoned hurts, being alone makes you scared, this pain hurts, I do not like it, It is not...real. That memory didn't happen, If I do not think it it is not real, I look the other way, reality...your own world can be made- can be controlled rather. Its your personal heaven or hell. It depends on your mindset...your vision of yourself.
(This was written to get people to think, to self evaluate and look inside yourself)
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